There's just no room for people like me
I HATE EVERYTHING I AM AND EVERYTHING I DO. AND IT'S ALL YOUR FUCKIN' FAULT!!! TO ALL YOU PEOPLE IT'S WRONG!!!! EVEN WHEN IT FEELS RIGHT. I DON'T WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE. I'M TIRED OF BEING CRITIZIZED BASED ON STUPID, ILLOGICAL ASSUMPTIONS....
While I was reading random journal entries today, I realized that people just have no consideration for anybody. They complain about, OMG, look what she's doing, she's such a bitch, blah, blah, blah. Call me a hypocrite, but I only complain about people in general, as well as some people in my life that bother me, but I don't give out specific information and crap. I mean, isn't this what a journal is for? To express your emotions no matter what they are? Either people are too stupid or too snobby to accept what's going on. They're just so self-centered and wrapped up in themselves that they don't see the real picture. Am I the only one that does? Sometimes it seems like in a sea full of fish, I'm the lone eel. If someone has problems, they're automatically deemed as hopeless and nobody wants anything to do with them.
Some of me is good, and some of me is evil. Isn't that true with everyone?!! Why else do you think I have a hard time being myself in front of other people? Because I know I'll be judged because of who I am.
That's my story and I'm sticking to it, dammit.
Oh, and by the way. No wonder all the people I used to know don't talk to me anymore. After graduation, they think, "Oh, that's that weird girl from high school, thank god we're graduated and don't have to pretend to like her anymore..."
Pray tell people, what did I ever do to deserve such a life of rejection and loneliness?
I'm sorry if this entry is too depressing or whiny-sounding, but that's just the way I feel, dammit, that's why I created this journal. To express, not to be judged, and for once I'm going to post it without caring what about what horrible comments I get.
While I was reading random journal entries today, I realized that people just have no consideration for anybody. They complain about, OMG, look what she's doing, she's such a bitch, blah, blah, blah. Call me a hypocrite, but I only complain about people in general, as well as some people in my life that bother me, but I don't give out specific information and crap. I mean, isn't this what a journal is for? To express your emotions no matter what they are? Either people are too stupid or too snobby to accept what's going on. They're just so self-centered and wrapped up in themselves that they don't see the real picture. Am I the only one that does? Sometimes it seems like in a sea full of fish, I'm the lone eel. If someone has problems, they're automatically deemed as hopeless and nobody wants anything to do with them.
Some of me is good, and some of me is evil. Isn't that true with everyone?!! Why else do you think I have a hard time being myself in front of other people? Because I know I'll be judged because of who I am.
That's my story and I'm sticking to it, dammit.
Oh, and by the way. No wonder all the people I used to know don't talk to me anymore. After graduation, they think, "Oh, that's that weird girl from high school, thank god we're graduated and don't have to pretend to like her anymore..."
Pray tell people, what did I ever do to deserve such a life of rejection and loneliness?
I'm sorry if this entry is too depressing or whiny-sounding, but that's just the way I feel, dammit, that's why I created this journal. To express, not to be judged, and for once I'm going to post it without caring what about what horrible comments I get.