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[pixieeyes]

So lately I have been going back and forth from forlorn to happy. The happy does not seem to out way the forlorn ever though I feel as though I am not in control at times odd...Besides that things are rather odd around me as well like when you have someone tell you they think you are falling madly in-love with them but you have no idea how to respond. Also to be told how you feel is a weird thing and then after such a comment for them to say it in a negative manner makes it all the more confusing. Not to mention indiscretions plaguing your mind repeatedly. Why do such things repeat in ones mind...why do people feel the need to further complicate your life when things already feel out of control! I am in desperate need of some clarity! I cannot stand being so confused in my life. Though I have always felt misunderstood and confused like most people do I feel as though I can no longer explain my own thoughts properly without them being misconstrued...anyway on a lighter note I happy about up and coming events and that I actually have a job prospect!! I hope all goes well I am thinking only positive thoughts about this and I cannot wait for days to come I am feeling adventurous yet like a loner so I may just drive some place to explore anyone feeling like they want to do this right no?........
I wish the best to everyone in the new upcoming month!!!!!!!!!