Gummy
I just broke up with Ian. Turning down guys before has always been easy (cause they've all been assholes) but he was actually nice. I feel so shitty, I don't get this whole "love" business. It's weird being a sort of grown up now and actually feeling things like this. I want to find someone I can actually love, I don't think I've ever loved anybody before. Isn't that weird that I don't get attatched to people like that?
On the other hand, the play is now over, and it went fantastically. The crowds laughed really hard every day and there were no huge mistakes (except for the table cloth getting lit on fire and Molly accidently punching Nic in the face). Unfortunatley, there couldn't be a cast party for everyone, (there was one for juniors and seniors) and i felt so bad for the rest of the kids. Also, closing night didn't turn out to be a big happy celebration backstage because Vin's ma had a seizure in the audience...
Now that that's all done I gotta get focused for regionals on saturday. And I should probably do my collage shit and portfolio now... I decided for my senior project I'm going to direct a play with Cassie, and I picked out a funny one. Now I just need a job... aka one where I don't get paid seven dollars to work at midnight.
On the other hand, the play is now over, and it went fantastically. The crowds laughed really hard every day and there were no huge mistakes (except for the table cloth getting lit on fire and Molly accidently punching Nic in the face). Unfortunatley, there couldn't be a cast party for everyone, (there was one for juniors and seniors) and i felt so bad for the rest of the kids. Also, closing night didn't turn out to be a big happy celebration backstage because Vin's ma had a seizure in the audience...
Now that that's all done I gotta get focused for regionals on saturday. And I should probably do my collage shit and portfolio now... I decided for my senior project I'm going to direct a play with Cassie, and I picked out a funny one. Now I just need a job... aka one where I don't get paid seven dollars to work at midnight.