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[pixiedustdevil]

Sometimes I find myself in this state of mind and I know it’s the only thing that keeps me from going completely mad. I sit around when everything around me is bad and I think about the future. It always gets better doesn’t it? I mean I sit in my room not really upset with my parents simply annoyed by them and I think about college. There’s going

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[shadow_rave]

Life is life so there is nothing we can do whilest we live with our parents, for they are th controlling force of every decisions we make wether we realize this conscously or not they have affected how we think, who we are really. So think of it this way, if you family the wasn't the way it is you wouldn't be the wonderful person you have become. Instead you could be a stuck up little prick if your family was all different, and that would be atrocious. The closer you get to leaving the house it means the more you will need to become stonger and to fight back and to become more responsible and to prove to you person that you are your own being and don't need them there for as much suppot as you used to. So you need to fight them as much as you can or at least try and get them to open their eyes to the possibilities that are availible, so that they will realize you can live your own life and you can live it pretty well. And to make sure you get through to them you should probably sit them down and talk to them about this whole ordeal and how it's affected you and your views on all of it. (If none of this helped then i failed at being a person and at being a friend)