hey hey
i guess its time for an update. i haven't been writing because i have nothing good to say. my life has been very hectic, and it is not seeming to get better. school is really stressing me out i have went from going to not going like 3 times and it starts in like ten days, and i am still not sure if i am going. i don't have money for the moving truck, i still haven't gotten my car back. friends are still being crappy as usual, and now my mom is being stupid. i might be leaving the state in less than ten days and she acts like she doesn't care. she refuses to help me with anything school related. i have realized that although i have friends and family i have no support system. no one to back me up if i need help, no one to tell me its gonna be okay. i feel very alone. due to this stress i have been very tired and i think i might be developing an ulcer, i have been getting really bad stomach aches lately. so everything is sucking and i have no idea where to start fixing it. i am a mess