hmm... psych papers eww.
I just spent the past couple of hours writing a paper about my self esteem. There was a lot of questions we had to answer about our selves and how we view ourselves and our strengths and stuff.
I realized writing that paper that I am a very negative thinker and have low self esteem. I realized this a long time ago obviously but I think writing this made me realize I should get help with it. It makes me sad that I can't appreciate myself the way I am.
I asked my mom like a month ago to get me a counselor because it was getting harder and harder to consentrate on things with all this crap running through my head. She called a lady and she has been calling me all month to set up an appointment. A big part of me thought it was a bad idea so I figured if I never answer the phone it will be fine then I won't have to talk to her. But I think i have to. I'm not as happy as I used to be and I want to fix it.
I'm sorry this is a weird post and you probably don't care about my assignments. But I just wanted to know if you guys think its stupid to talk to a counselor just because I am sad sometimes and don't like myself. cause what could she really tell me other then don't be sad and you're a good person. Is it really worth it?
hmm.. well I should probably stop talking. Hope you all have a good night.
~Gabi
I realized writing that paper that I am a very negative thinker and have low self esteem. I realized this a long time ago obviously but I think writing this made me realize I should get help with it. It makes me sad that I can't appreciate myself the way I am.
I asked my mom like a month ago to get me a counselor because it was getting harder and harder to consentrate on things with all this crap running through my head. She called a lady and she has been calling me all month to set up an appointment. A big part of me thought it was a bad idea so I figured if I never answer the phone it will be fine then I won't have to talk to her. But I think i have to. I'm not as happy as I used to be and I want to fix it.
I'm sorry this is a weird post and you probably don't care about my assignments. But I just wanted to know if you guys think its stupid to talk to a counselor just because I am sad sometimes and don't like myself. cause what could she really tell me other then don't be sad and you're a good person. Is it really worth it?
hmm.. well I should probably stop talking. Hope you all have a good night.
~Gabi