long time, no see.
Again, i'm back.
Loads of stuff has happened since I last updated. I'm not willing to explain everything in detail though as I do want this to become boring.
Basically, back in June, Yamael broke up with me for a reason still unknown to a me (and him for that matter). Of course, after a little over a week we got back together and have been together ever since. I learned to let it go and let the past be the past. He does love me, this is just both of our first serious relationships and it can become a bit much at times. Plus, i'm not one to talk. If you notice, in past entries i've mentioned that I myself have considered breaking up. We just realize that relationships take work but it's all worth it in the end.
The only major issue I had is that the day after we broke up I found out he and Shannon (a girl he pursued about a year before he met me) we friendly again. At first I let it go, but later found out she had alterior motives. She texted him saying "I regret letting you go" and from then on I became an insecure nervous wreck. All I could think about is what would happen if he left me for her. Just the thought was devasting. It consumed me so much to the point where I again have thought 'maybe it's not meant to be'; and after a lot of growing and learning, Yamael has more than proved himself to me, since we broke up, that it was th ebiggest mistake in his life & if anything he probably loves me more than ever.
I'm just working on me right now. Trying to relax and let things go. Be happy.
So far, so good :)
Loads of stuff has happened since I last updated. I'm not willing to explain everything in detail though as I do want this to become boring.
Basically, back in June, Yamael broke up with me for a reason still unknown to a me (and him for that matter). Of course, after a little over a week we got back together and have been together ever since. I learned to let it go and let the past be the past. He does love me, this is just both of our first serious relationships and it can become a bit much at times. Plus, i'm not one to talk. If you notice, in past entries i've mentioned that I myself have considered breaking up. We just realize that relationships take work but it's all worth it in the end.
The only major issue I had is that the day after we broke up I found out he and Shannon (a girl he pursued about a year before he met me) we friendly again. At first I let it go, but later found out she had alterior motives. She texted him saying "I regret letting you go" and from then on I became an insecure nervous wreck. All I could think about is what would happen if he left me for her. Just the thought was devasting. It consumed me so much to the point where I again have thought 'maybe it's not meant to be'; and after a lot of growing and learning, Yamael has more than proved himself to me, since we broke up, that it was th ebiggest mistake in his life & if anything he probably loves me more than ever.
I'm just working on me right now. Trying to relax and let things go. Be happy.
So far, so good :)