He wants us to meet the wrong people first so when the right person comes along we appreciate them
I HATE THIS!!!
So I broke up with you... I'm effin sorry!!! DAMMIT!!! Doesn't mean you have to go all crazy
on me and act like it's the end of the world!!!!
*ugh* I care about you and you know it!!! I am sorry that I didn't feel the need to be with you but I was really unhappy.
.. I just wanted to fix things!!!!!!!
too... I miss you a lot and it's only been two days!!! TWO DAYS!!! I know I am not the perfect girlfriend but I never said that I was!!!! I didn't even want a boyfriend... and this is a lot of the reason why! I am not going to be able to take a lot of crap without feeling like I need to get out of the relationship. I have reasons for that... could be because I still have a heart
to get repaired
from the guy I was supposed to marry
. It's a big deal and it's hard to move on. Yet, I felt I needed to, and you were the one I wanted to give a chance and try a relationship with... so gimme some freakin credit here. *ugh* I'm talking to him right now... another entry later...
*EDIT*- No Eric... I will not move to Florida with you... just because me and Miguel are temporarily broken up doesn't mean you can move in...
*EDIT* Donna... sorry I haven't been to your xanga but I promise I will soon... as you can see I have issues!!!