Mar 06, 2010 23:51
Because she's so, oh,oh oh,oh,oh,
ROCK and ROLL!
And out of my league
Is she out of my league?
Let's hope not.
Well, Today was sort of fun.
I went to see Alice in Wonderland.
But there was a long line.
So we left.
We went to McDonald's after.
And so I got fries and drank somewhat of my Milk shake.
I guess that blog I left yesterday had some effect.
It feels good to know that I can let things go and people can help fix what I wrote about.
I still don't think I can fix what's wrong with me...I guess because I know why I act this way and don't stop it.
Which is something I really, truly want to work on because it's causing a lot of my pain.
My Mom wants to know why I'm acting like I am...I don't want to tell her though.
I'm embarrassed to even read it myself, I know I cried to let some out.
But I feel like I have more to tell, but it won't come out I'm too shy.
My heart and brain keep hurting me more than my neck.
Because I know so much about the real world...
I'm not sure I want to come out of my shell.
I'm a tad scared of what will happen.
Not to me physically not at all.
More to my mentality....
And to my small heart.
That will easily break.
And shatter quickly.
So that's it for now.
So I guess bye for Today.