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there was a weekend maybe 3 weeks ago... old friends from high school middle school came to visit, i mean it was seriously 17- 20 years later. anyway had a fucking blast, very comfortable ... clicked and was right where i wanted to be... unfortunately where i wanna be is 250 miles away, also i have made all the effort. i'll just let that go. who knows a baby momma can come back in the picture or some other chick with a kid that... well defeats my purpose. sucks, i'm totally stuck in a rut... had to let things go... be with someone for 2 years and not progress, the time we spent... phenominall, the time him me and cambria spent time together.... MEH. i need to move on, focus on cambria, but my dumb ass is boy crazy and wants a fucking family. uuuuhhghhghghghkm
on a better note i work at BRIO in town sq. very very awesome place awesome management besides Bjs brewerey, worst place i've EVER worked...jaime i love you. =)
times are tough, times are lonely, but what can you do.... ill channel my energy thru the gym... look good for myself and maybe my night in shining armor will come save me. LOL i think cause my 30th is coming up... hahha
another great note cambria is student of the month!!! such a smart cookie.... has gotten nothing but greens and blues... which is GREAT and means shes setting great examples for the other children. shes my heart. besides that, i think i was stung for a moment, its hard to tell whats real when theres a distance... thats where i wanna be t
on a better note i work at BRIO in town sq. very very awesome place awesome management besides Bjs brewerey, worst place i've EVER worked...jaime i love you. =)
times are tough, times are lonely, but what can you do.... ill channel my energy thru the gym... look good for myself and maybe my night in shining armor will come save me. LOL i think cause my 30th is coming up... hahha
another great note cambria is student of the month!!! such a smart cookie.... has gotten nothing but greens and blues... which is GREAT and means shes setting great examples for the other children. shes my heart. besides that, i think i was stung for a moment, its hard to tell whats real when theres a distance... thats where i wanna be t