Jul 06, 2004 15:08
I have no idea what i'm really listening to, does it matter, no. Greatfully my day has been rather contently peacefull. I woke up with a wierd dream, and on Julie's floor. First I woke up thinking I was at my house but was really at Julie's, and looked around for a second to understand the situation. It was really warm, so I just layed on the floor kind of sideways. Yesterday was awsome. Wonderfull. Awsome? No, it was just wonderfully awsome, can't explain. No, it was good. Anyways, I'm going to try my absolute hardest to find a job, well, get a lot of applications. I give up, I'm getting a job, I only have 2 1/2 years till I'm 18, I got to start my life now. I meen, I've started my life, I love my life. It's better than hating my life, I've got two little brothers I adore, and that look up to me. I've got a wonderfull mom, and the bestest friend in the whole entire world: Julie. And.. well, I've got a really good friend named Travis, heh, now I need a guitar. Heh. Uhhmm.. no, it's fine. I'm alrigth with how things are right now, that's all I can really say. Just listening to the doors. I think I've given up on having a favorite color, I know it sounds wierd, although I like the color green a lot. I don't know if I've got favorites now, I always thought I'd have them, but that was simplifying. I have a whole entire day to change what it might be if I didn't find anything to do, so by all meens, I'm going now. peace