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Well, Mom has been sent packing back to NY. I miss her already, but Paul is giddy with excitement that he can now watch his favorite F-word filled shows.
I gotta get over to the gym. I ate so much over the past couple of weeks that I was amazed that i got my jeans over my hips , much less zipped.
I ran into a guy pal over the weekend. Things got weird with us a while back and we hadn't spoken in nearly 2 months. But when I saw him, I knew that we were still friends and everything was going to be A-okay. Except I can't get up the nerve to call him. Because what if when I call I say something wrong and I ruin it all? My mouth is always the hardest thing for me to figure out. I let things go when I should say something. Or I say something when I should let things go. It is so frustrating.
By the way - I am looking forward to the group this Sunday. Not real excited about the subject. But this will be an obsticle and sharing experience that will show how human we all are. Not only that but we will learn how we individually find the strength to manage our loss. Much love to you my sisters.
I gotta get over to the gym. I ate so much over the past couple of weeks that I was amazed that i got my jeans over my hips , much less zipped.
I ran into a guy pal over the weekend. Things got weird with us a while back and we hadn't spoken in nearly 2 months. But when I saw him, I knew that we were still friends and everything was going to be A-okay. Except I can't get up the nerve to call him. Because what if when I call I say something wrong and I ruin it all? My mouth is always the hardest thing for me to figure out. I let things go when I should say something. Or I say something when I should let things go. It is so frustrating.
By the way - I am looking forward to the group this Sunday. Not real excited about the subject. But this will be an obsticle and sharing experience that will show how human we all are. Not only that but we will learn how we individually find the strength to manage our loss. Much love to you my sisters.