Jul 16, 2006 15:53
.:i wake up feeling like my life's worth living
can't recall when i last felt that way
guess it must be all this love you're giving
never knew, it could be like this:.
i'm falling into the life of domestication. we sit, we eat, we lie down, we eat, we smoke, we eat...we cuddle. then there's all the REALLY GREAT stuff, but that's R rated. breakfast together on sunday mornings, sending him off to work each week day. hell, we even grocery shop together. yes, it's progressing, or maybe it's stale. no. not stale. because this has never happened for me before, so how can it be stale? i enjoy the fact that we're so comfortable with eachother that i don't HAVE to do anything to spark his interest anymore, in terms of hooking him. the playing field has been shifted to the area of sparking his interest in interesting ways so that you keep the fun spark there. we're very compatible. i've never had anyone make me smile so much, and it's refreshing to learn that when you don't see things the same way as your significant other it doesn't have to result in a screaming match. every day is a new adventure with him, and every morning i wake up excited. life has definetly turned around (knock on wood) and i'm happy/excited to see where it's going.
now i just wanted to send a shout out to my girls. a quick thank you for being forgiving(hopefully) for my absence lately... i think that if you're mad at me for never being around it will change with a) my vacation time starts on wednesday, aka, two free weeks of beach and skim with the ladies and b) when we get married you can pick your bridesmaid dress yourself as long as it's black. see? i'm a great friend. bah ha. i love you all, so thank you again for letting me enjoy my happiness. i promise it will slow down soon enough.
hopefully things are working out for everyone else as well. i truly believe that when you're not looking, good things come around. if indeed you are searching, stop pressuring yourself to find someone. being alone is fine. it gives you time to figure out what you want so you don't waste time with games when you find the person. i wouldn't change a single thing about my boy, honestly, because i thought very long and hard about what i wanted out of "us" and him, and i'm quite content with the outcome. good luck and happy hunting! except don't hunt!
dunnhizzle