"You're just not marriage material"...WTF ? Can we just take this shit day by day?

Feb 18, 2009 09:36

I'm so tired of meeting guys who don't know what the fuck they want.
They act as if they have some mysterious crystal ball that can look into the future and tell them all they need to know.
It's such bullshit.
It seems that these guys are terrified of the possibility of falling in love again.
It seems that they are working from a place of fear.
Decisions based on fear are never good ones.
What happened to taking things day by day??..seeing where shit goes??
I'm really tired of hearing "I can't give you what you want."
What do I want?
Please tell me?
I suppose along with a crystal ball they also have telepathic powers.
I change my mind all the time..don't we all?
I certainly don't want all the things I wanted 5 years ago.
This is so frustrating..this is just a fucking projection of their own insecurities.
I'm always the one to compromise..why?
Where's my fucking happiness?
Where does one draw the line and say enough is enough..
I had to make a really difficult decision last night..
Now my heart feels all ouchie on the inside..
I felt really insulted..and like I really had no choice in the matter.
There was no good decision to make ..either direction I chose led to me feeling hurt.
This sucks:(
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