Stressed out...

[pixiebelle]

Seems like anything that could go wrong today, did. It sucked. I am really considering dropping the art class I am taking. I am in it with James and it is co-listed with an Arch. E class, and I am one of two non-Arch. E or Civil majors in there, and the other girl is an engineer at least. We did drawings today and I swear he was more critical of my stuff. He told me once to start over and just looked at mine really harshly, even though after I saw other peoples work, I did about the same as most of them (there were a couple exceptional pieces, but most were average like mine). It was weird because he even started the class by saying that details did not matter, these were quick sketches and did not need to look identical to the objects we drew, but show their general shape and dimension, and thats what I did. I am no artist, I do not like free hand drawing, I prefer things like drawing out house plans and ideas like that, which I hope we get into. I am sort of worried that he looks down upon me..but it was only the second day, I guess it is hard to tell already. I honestly thought I did pretty good on most of my drawings, especially after seeing others, but he made it seem like I scribbled or something the way he looked at them...I dunno, maybe I am just imagining it. I hope so. james really wants me to take the class with him. I also felt like I could not afford all the art materials, but when I told James that, he said last night he ordered them and paid for them online already. More incentive to stay. I just cannot get anything less then an A in this class. I could take Art Appreciation and have an easy A, do I really want to struggle for a B or a C when I am aiming for a 4.0? I am confused...

Other then that, everything was small stuff really. I feel irritable, but it is because I have not been able to sleep well lately. Hope the semester gets better, otherwise I already wish it would end...

I do get free Slice of Pie because I had above a 3.5 GPA last semester though, from Kappa Delta :) Yay!