the only thing i really want.

[pixie_wings_124]

i was talking to sam and christine tonight... and i kinda figured something out... i've come to the conclusion that i really need to open up to people, because thats the only way i'll ever really get to know them... but besides that, i realized what the only thing i ever really wanted was.

being me, the past couple of months haven't exactly been a joy ride. i've had my ups and downs, mostly downs, and i came to the conclusion that what i really want is to find some sort of comfort. i want to have that acceptance i had once upon a time, the closeness of a strong group of friends. but most importantly i want a strong pair of arms.

i want to have someone to turn to; someone who wouldn't take advantage of me. i want someone to talk to, someone who will be able to make me smile, and be able to brighten up my day. i want a shoulder to cry on, and some sort of stability. i want a guy who i can talk to, or not talk to and still have silence thats not awkward. what i really want, and what i will ever truly need is someone who cares... someone who'll make all my problems go away...i want to feel loved...

and that, ladies and gentlemen, is the only thing i'm really looking for...