behind the smile....are so many tears

[pixie_styx614]

I wonder if you know how this feels. to sit across the room and look at you and feel your eyes on me. Oh god, if i could tell you how i feel just by looking in your eyes, then you would see the truth. And i feel is if time is running out, and you'll just forget about me. or have you already?

"the truth is you could slit my throat and with one last gasping breath, i would apologize for bleeding on your shirt."