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wow. doesn't it just suck when you finally start trusting someone again, and they fuck everything up. THe worst part about it is...I don't want to finish everything...I don't want to just say bye and never talk again. But, I guess i'm not good enough/ important enough anymore..:(
anyways..so last night when spent crying..and running mass amounts of miles...i just wanted everything to be fine and over with. :\...
well, ive been sick for a month and a half now..i just want to go home..i just want nothing to do with Ryan..I don't want to think about him, care about him..NOTHING. but of course thats not going to happen...is it? soo stupid of me to care...to be sweet and amazing...im an idiot.
uhhg.
anyways..so last night when spent crying..and running mass amounts of miles...i just wanted everything to be fine and over with. :\...
well, ive been sick for a month and a half now..i just want to go home..i just want nothing to do with Ryan..I don't want to think about him, care about him..NOTHING. but of course thats not going to happen...is it? soo stupid of me to care...to be sweet and amazing...im an idiot.
uhhg.