its done
well I'm over that part in my life. It was too hard, so much confusion. I was there whenever he needed me..but I just can't put myself through that. I'm too good for that, to just be in that situation..I wish no girl would ever have to put themselves in that position because they are too afraid to lose someone..someone who doesn't deserve them..at all.
I'm not going to lie, i'm upset about it. I know I'm going to miss him. I know I will. But I can't. He needs to understand what he did, and understand that things will never be the same, and he will no longer have me...because he was too selfish. He lost me...someone good.
Uhhk. "Because of you, I don't know how to let anyone else...Because of you I am afraid". I love kelly and that song.
God, what is wrong with me? I keep getting screwed over, and I've done nothing wrong. He even admitted that. He said it. I HATE YOU.
Sooo...I am FINALLY moving on. Getting past all of that. letting him go. I guess if it was suposed to be, then he messed that up.
I just wanted to be happy.
much love
...ryan. I'm so disappointed in you..i don't understand
I'm not going to lie, i'm upset about it. I know I'm going to miss him. I know I will. But I can't. He needs to understand what he did, and understand that things will never be the same, and he will no longer have me...because he was too selfish. He lost me...someone good.
Uhhk. "Because of you, I don't know how to let anyone else...Because of you I am afraid". I love kelly and that song.
God, what is wrong with me? I keep getting screwed over, and I've done nothing wrong. He even admitted that. He said it. I HATE YOU.
Sooo...I am FINALLY moving on. Getting past all of that. letting him go. I guess if it was suposed to be, then he messed that up.
I just wanted to be happy.
much love
...ryan. I'm so disappointed in you..i don't understand