Sep 04, 2005 20:04
lol. I was in wal mart with my daddy today and I turned the corner and this guy was standing there and was like..excuse me, I just wanted to tell you i think you are beautiful! aww. my daddy was laughing so hard. that was nice to hear. I dont hear anything like that anymore since ryan and i broke up. the sad thing is...i miss him. NOT the relationship...THE FRIENDSHIP. i dont know. he always made me laugh. thats what I miss. I felt great about myself when I was with him..now its like, no matter how much weight I lose, or how many miles I run, or what I do to myslef...I have NO confidence.
ok. so do I say something to him like I miss hanging out? i have to get books from him. this is awkward. ew. nope, cant do it. I cant show that i miss him, nothing like that.
well....im going back to school tomorrow. yes. I miss the girls. haha. they are awesome!!!
ok. well, im going to go running, then maybe eat some dinner...then probably a movie with mother.
muah
Kels