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what is it with guys?!?! ok...so everything with ryan is soo crazy right now. I havent seen him in 2 weeks,he is in arkansas...and we decided to take a little brake until school starts up and im not 3 hours away... im so scared of losing him, but I know everything is going to work out. it just sucks right now. i cant eat, or sleep. ive been running like 3 times a day... thats not normal. i just want my boyfriend..... but i ahhhhhh i cant do this. I cant go without knowing whats going on because its unfair to me...it is. i always need to know what is happening . uhk