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Is it wrong to be happy about someone else's unhappiness? I don't mean just that but, I finally got her. She's everything i could have wanted and more... Only, i don't know... I just think at any moment, I'm going to loose someone I treasure so dear. She's supposed to be the strong one. The one who's the problem solver taking care of me, but I think I just gave her that role. It's not as if she ever asked for it. She never once asked for it. Maybe that's the problem. In the world that is Lexi and I, i need someone to take care of me -she needs someone who doesn't need her. I'll find a happy medium- and i hope soon. It just kills me that i still to this very day do not FULLY believe that i wasn't just "convenient"- she wasn't happy and i was just there... now I'm overjoyed and in love, and Lexi... is Lexi
Chelsea OUt
Chelsea OUt