Sep 04, 2004 22:28
Yes so I know that I have not updated this in a long time But it is not all my falt a lot of it has to do with the fact that I live a boreing life with nothing to tell. And I have been paying more attion to my xanga. but then again I have no reason for ubdateing since no one ever comments in this. I feel as if though it is pointless and a waste of my time to do so. Even now as I type this up I realize there is no point to it because no one knows that is here. If this makes any sense to you then good. it not my deepest aplogies. I mean to say that i do not write because I do not have a reason to write. for no one ever reads what I have to say and if for some reason there is a reader out there somewhere unknowen to me then PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT to let me know that I am not just wasteing alway minutes of my life doing this thing. Well enough of that I will go lie awke in bed no waiteing for a call that may never come.
As for my many loves. They are not loves but things I wish where love they do not think of me as I think of them. They do not even know I exsite so they too are just another thing that i waste some of life in daydreaming about them and seeing them again(Jake). Well off I go.
Good night and sweet dreams.
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