...GRRRR....
...hey guys...well here's the update....i just got back from a wake...my mom's cuzin died...it sucked...the wake was sad and boring..but i met a newphew of the lady who died and we chatted for a lil while....that was nice.........other than that my life has been kinda boring the past couple days....
...oh yeaaaa...GRRRRR!!!!...my therapy ppl (lol) say i need more "intensive" drug treatment....so theyre putting me in a program 3 days a week...which is isnt toooooo bad...but im still not liking it too much....and if i use any drug once more, i get sent into a rehab/in-patient hospital for 3 months....thats kinda wut im afraid of....the drugs are EXTREMELY hard to stop...and if i slip up, i dont wanna be sent into a rehab for 3 fuckin months !!!! THEY'LL NEVER TAKE ME ALIVE!!!!! (lmao).....oh wellz....i just need the support from ppl i love right now...i have sum motivation but not much left in me....i guess i just need sum good advice and strength to make it through....
...i met a realllly adorable girl online...it was really funny how we met..:::chukkles:::.....hehe...but she's really sweet....im not even sure if shes bi but that doesnt matter to me cuz im just interested in being her friend....she seems really nice and shes funny...so hopefully we'll get to be good friends....
...i have soooooo many guys & girls in my life right now....i dunno who i like and who i just wanna be friends with....its soooo confusing...:::shrugs shoulders:::...but wutchya gonna do, ya know?....LIFE SUX!!!....
....i wonder how Vin is doing!?....<----random thought...lolol...i havent talked to him in a really long time...i hope he's doing ok....i miss Vin!...
Vin: hey love...i hope u read this! LOL...call me or sumthing cuz i miss u and we havent hung out in a reallllly long time !!! let me know how ur doing babe !!! <33
...well guys, i think thats all i have for now...i'll keep updating!...later loves <33
Fatally yours,
Diana