Apr 05, 2005 17:31
...hey everyone!...i've been having a good couple days so far!...a lil confused about sum guy issues but other than that i'm doing great!...wait...well...???...i'm still feeling a lil weird/sad/confused about the whole Rachel thing..to be honest, anyways......
...too many guys in my life to deal with right now...i'm falling for one in specific thou..not mentioning names..lol...he's sweet and passionate and shows his feelings for me allll the time..which is a GREAT thing cuz i need the affection...sumthing i havent recieved in a looooong time..='( ....well he seems sooo perfect...although this might just be TOO perfect to be true!?...i dunno...wut do u guys think?...hmmm...:::sigh:::.....anyways....
....me and Izzy are getting close...i'm sooooooooooooo happy about that!...i've learned to appreciate her soooooo much more than i EVER have...i realize how much she's done for me and i would NEVER EVER take our friendship for granted again...i've learned from my mistakes and i'm sooo thankful for me and Izzy's friendship...she's always been there for me...throu good times and bad...:::tear of joy:::....i dunno wut else to say...words cant describe how i feel about this...:::sigh of happiness:::....
Izzy:i <33 u like my sister and i hope we stay friends forever!!! <33
...me and Rachel aren't talking right now...i still wanna be her friend and i'll ALWAYS be there for her whenever she needs a shoulder to cry on...but she doesnt believe me...she seems angry at me but wutever shes feeling, i'll always be there for her....i told her that i'd love her forever and i'd never break that promise to her...
Rachel: please dont be upset with me..i'll always love u and u'll always be in my heart..<33
...well i've been going to NA alot lately and it's realllly helping me...i'm gonna hang out with this really sweet girl named Sandy from NA soon which will give me sum help staying away from all the drugs...im happy and proud about that...
...i'll leave u guys with this...later luvs <33
Fatally yours,
Diana