Dec 30, 2006 19:56
Ok-ok a new year a new life right? Well since last years idea totally BOMBED I figured I give my self more...practical thoughts. Here we go!!!!
-Lose five pounds. Not because I am FAT or anything just because I'd like to be healthier
-become independent. I've always been dependent on my 'rents and shaun. Since he is leaving for six weeks I need to learn how to depend on myself.
-stop having pity parties...come on that speaks for itself
-control emotions. I used to be real good at that...uhm...not so much anymore...driving shaun away...not good. Gotta get a handle on life and NOT let it break!!!!!!
-Not worry. I love to feel useful so I like it when friends come to me for problems. ButI am less useful and friend like if I worry about them and take out my worries by crying. Does not work. Does not help anyone. Only makes me miserable.
-Grow up. Just a little. Enough so that I am still Pixie and believe in the stuff I do but be mature enough to let people, emotions, and other things go.
-Not be so god damn senstive. Oh my god that is going to be so hard but if it takes a drill seregant mutti to scream in my face and me not cry then that'll fricken be wonderfu.
-shut the fuck up. Because I have this problem where my brain vomits but the vomit comes out in word form. Uh yeah. Bryn I have the tonks problems. Well minus the incrediably hot werewolf I mean.
-write more! Dude what the hell happen to my fanfics?
-draw more. Yay comics!!!!
Oh ok these are good!!!!!!!!!! Oh my goodness these are possiable! Go me! *claps hands*
Pixie
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