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This week has been taking forever. I am so ready for tomorrow to be Friday. I have two major project to start (and complete) this weekend, but other than that, it should be a good weekend. Something exciting is happening, I can't really remember what it is at the moment haha. Next weekend is a long weekend, so that should definately be good. Trevor is coming so that means i'll be taking some trips to the STL airport. Kat, trevor and I will be one happy family that weekend I guess haha. No...I'll probably try to not be in our room most of the time. We'll see though. I need to order some books on Amazon tonight, $2 holla. I really need to go pick up my freaking pay check from Cafe Berlin haha. Geeze. I keep hearing myself guarantee things lately that I know I can't really promise, or that I'm not sure I want to be promising. I think I just feel anxious when I start talking about really "long-term" things. I get restless. Or afraid? Is it really true that I don't fall in love? [I'm not the one you want, baby, I will only let you down. You say you're looking for someone who will promise never to part, someone to close his eyes for you, someone to close his heart, someone who will die for you and more...a lover for your life and nothing more, but it ain't me babe]. Timing is really everything. I don't mean for this to sound so serious.