The date's always fucked up and it pisses me off...
So I guess an early time of me being on lj... I entered the wrong time so now everything has to be 2005. Well.. anyways, I went to church tonight. It was alright. I was in quite a bad mood, not a great day, and so I didn't say hi to Derek... it's a shame Ryan wasn't there. I suppose he has to work for a while sense he took off a weekend for JUMYs, and now the senior high retreat. Everyone's putting me in a bad mood. Everyone "at our table" all hate eachother and are in fights with one enother, it's stupid as hell but I guess they can do what they want. So, school officially sucks. Today was horrible. A few of the guys in my SS class were making fun of me... RAP as well. Math was retarded and I hate that class, everyone in it is retarded. Drama was OK cause I got to just talk to Tess the whole time... but yeah, school sucks. Robina's pissing me off cause she wont shut up about how "everyone hates her," I love her but she needs some self respect. I know that's being a bit hypocritical of me... but I don't go around and say it every two seconds and never talk about anything else, and it's only when I truly feel that way. My mom doesn't make anything better. Whenever we talk, we're screaming our heads off at eachother, yes, it's back to that relationship again. It was much better when we didn't talk at all. Spencer's cute... he's really nice and such, but I dunno. He's... different. Sorry I keep on changing the subject, there's a lot on my mind. I didn't see Kaija at school today. I'm not quite sure if she was there or not. But I thought she would be. It made me sad that I didn't see her. Yup... I'm putting shit in here now cause I'm pissed and I can't type about this anymore..
I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is
Rumors-Lindsay Lohan
I don't even know, this story's never had an end.
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been hoping,
I've been dreaming you would come back,
But I know the ending of this story.
And you're never coming back,
Never...
Predictable-Good Charlotte.. yumm
"There are people that have been uncomfortable with my sexuality ever since I was little... it's been happening ever since I was little!" -Bonnie McKee
Uhm.. I'll be done for now.