Don't you just love...
Mood Swings? Needless to say, if you've never seen what one looks like all you have to do is go look at my post from yesterday. They basically come out of nowhere, make me insane, and then are gone just as quick as they come. Not to mention the fact that I am not exactly the most pleasant person when in the midst of one. In some ways it's actually similar to a panic attack, but not with the uncontrollable fear thing going on. I've only had one panic attack in my life, and that was on a little pond jumper plane in the middle of a storm over the Gulf of Mexico! LOL
Basically, my mood swings are what tells me my thyroid is out of whack again. That and the fact that I'm getting cold at the drop of a hat now. I would love to go have this addressed if it weren't for the fact that it entails seeing my endocrinologist, getting lab work, and usually a nuclear med scan, all of which I don't have the $$$ for at this time. I hate not having insurance. :(
So I am hopefully back to some semblance of sanity this morning. Sleepy, and now a bright loud redhead again, but sane, which is a good thing. For those of you wondering, yes I will be at CMA next week. I definitely think getting away from mundania for a few days will be a good thing.
charlayne, I thought you knew, I did a parting ritual from him within a week of him leaving me back last August? I cut every bond to him I had. Yesterday was just me with time on my hands before the end of the day at work, and I made the mistake of reading her lj. I gotta stop doing that. :)
So, hopefully I will stay sane for awhile. At least long enough to get to CMA. We leave Thurs. a.m. I'll be home Wed. packing so call there if you need to reach me!
Here's to a better day y'all! *clink of coffee mug*
Basically, my mood swings are what tells me my thyroid is out of whack again. That and the fact that I'm getting cold at the drop of a hat now. I would love to go have this addressed if it weren't for the fact that it entails seeing my endocrinologist, getting lab work, and usually a nuclear med scan, all of which I don't have the $$$ for at this time. I hate not having insurance. :(
So I am hopefully back to some semblance of sanity this morning. Sleepy, and now a bright loud redhead again, but sane, which is a good thing. For those of you wondering, yes I will be at CMA next week. I definitely think getting away from mundania for a few days will be a good thing.
charlayne, I thought you knew, I did a parting ritual from him within a week of him leaving me back last August? I cut every bond to him I had. Yesterday was just me with time on my hands before the end of the day at work, and I made the mistake of reading her lj. I gotta stop doing that. :)
So, hopefully I will stay sane for awhile. At least long enough to get to CMA. We leave Thurs. a.m. I'll be home Wed. packing so call there if you need to reach me!
Here's to a better day y'all! *clink of coffee mug*