sometimes, the title should come last.
Well, when did I last right? How was I feeling? All right, I suppose. Thursday-school- was tramatic. Yes, indeed. But, then it wasnt. I went to Bryan's that night. And I met his dad. EKU, not gonna happen, sorry sir. We ordered pizza, and it was good. I ate all the onions off the entire pizza. And then we watched movies, and I went to sleep around 2 and woke up around 8. Then, we went to his grandma's and I met the entire family. His aunt said that I look like the Beetlejuice girl, Wynona Ryder, and his mom said I look like Joan Cusak. They named me Beetle, due to the whole Wynona Ryder thing. Then, the best part of the whole entire day happened. Bryan and I walked next door to his great grandma's home. It's the coziest place I've ever been. There is a TV and a phone and a little radio in one room, and that was pretty much all for the whole electronical thing. It was cluttered with things and memories of children childhood, and smells of love and life and growing up. It was a really lovely home, and I want one like that when I get old, so I can grow old and raise my grandchildren and love my husband in it. And I loved his great grandpa the most of all. There's something about him that seems so wise. He's deaf, and the sweetest person I've ever met. He told me he was proud of Bryan-on account of me.
I'm here at Emmy's and I'll be going home later.. I'm not sure how I feel about this. My mother and I havent been getting along, and its like freshman year again.. When I felt like I had to raise her because she had that boyfriend-QB- and did all those drugs-more than pot- and I had to drop out of school for 2 months. She's being really...
I cant take her anymore. I dread going home.. She's being really mean to me lately...
I felt fine when I started writing this. I felt infinite, and I was happy to be here with Emmy, and was hoping Nat would come today cause I miss her... But now, I feel horrible. And my mother is on her way-with no warning except 5 minutes.. And now, I feel sick.