the smells of smoke from a burnt house

[pixichick23]

hey well im in my new "home" for now until they can rebuild my other one but i feel so bad for my sister cuz she had soooooooooooooo much artwork and we have to list things of what we had and the price but how do you price her artwork ... you cant .... but this afternoon after i took my sister to dinner and dropped her off i went back inside for the 1st time since the fire and my bedroom isnt THAT bad but its not good either well shit the house isnt good ... but after i went to my room i went to the kitchen and ALL the cabinets in the kitchen were open... i think that is soo fucked up that someone would go into my burnt house and look through shit thats ust disrespectful i think and i kno that someone got in there because the garage was boarded up and when we went back like 2 days ago it was pulled back meaning someone fucking asshole kid went in my house that just makes me so mad ... grr.. but anyways i have sleeping pills now its great i dont have bad dreams when i take them but if i dont i wake up crying cuz i have bad dreams so its all good they knock me out within 15 mins lol and then thurs. i have to see the shrink ... but yea im gonna go now cuz my dad needs his lap top now ... thank you to everyone that has helped me along this longer and hard road ahead ....

love always

~*brittany*~