hey look i'm updating!
Ok.. so its been a really long time since i last updated and i'm very sorry.. however.. i now must inform all that carly has officially broken the internet at the house.. and it will probably be a considerably longer period of non-updating ness.. sorries!
news::::
-just colored my hair today! Carly did it for me.. the same red i used all through highschool.. yay.. pretty red.. although jon says i look like his mom.. and Ana didnt even notice.. which kind of sucked because everyone else did. and she still hasnt said anything about it. :-(
-internet's broken again. w00t
-HAPPY Fourth Of July!
-My Myspace was officially pimped out by king peter.. and if you didnt already know.. he made me a Princess of Myspace... as his foster daughter. yesi'mawesome. *go strongbad* its very cute.. with a drawing of Tink in the BG. simple but sweet... i'm gonna try and get a new pic of me and my pretty red hair.. including my very pretty princess tiara.. hopefully peter can take a pic tonihgt at the hen...
ok.. if anyone knows what happened/is happening to jeff leporte *sp* let me know! i've been trying to reach him for like two weeks and he hasnt answered or returned a call even once... i know he was coming off the bracelet sometime very soon.. and i just wanna know if he's like.. still alive lol. :-(
Also.. i just forgot what i was going to say.. oh yes! ok.. i wont be around starting Friday AM hopefully Very Early. Ana and Peter and I will be going to Six Flags.. where i can get in for free :-D *ana's season pass coupons yay!* and then staying overnight at the Red Carpet Inn in a Jacuzzi Room.. haha.. we'll all be sharing a king size bed.. woohoo. peter has promised to keep his hands to himself.. and anas going to be sleeping in the middle :-p i know i'm so nice. The WaterPark should be open by then which is cool. but cold.. coldness blows big time..
Ok so i'm in the Gathering.. listening to Incubus.. on a music video from Incubus.. pardon me to be specific.. on musicvideocodes4u.com... which rocks out... Jon and B-Low are playing some crazy games.. Alex is attempting to close, and Ana is..
on the phone..
huzzah...
I dont really know what to talk about, but i know that talking, or typing rather is doing me some good, its relaxing as usual...
speaking of relaxing i spent some time today listening to my john renbourne cd.. the one that owen brought back from his moms for me.. it has my lullabye on it which is nice.. but.. for some reason it was really relaxing just to sit and do my chemistry homework.. and listen to it. probably just like its relaxing to listen to my favorite band while i talk. its so good.. i can't even explain.. its like.. this is my perfect world.. just sitting here typing my thoughts as they come.. its like house cleaning :-)
Speak of the devil.. i got some mail that was for his Step-dad today.. from CCH presumably some type of medical bill.. and i called his moms to ask if it would be more convenient to give it to him or forward it to them.. Evlin answered the phone.. it was really nice to talk to her.. she seemed excited to hear from me.. which was great.. she said she was sorry for not writing.. and that she was bad with that kind of stuff.. and i was just surprised that she seemed happy to talk to me.. i miss her which kind of sucks.. cuz i'll probably never see her again. chances are pretty slim at least.
One of the most unfortunate things about *the divorce* (if you're henbound then you'll know what i'm talking about) was that it is and was and will be/would be difficult to keep in touch with Evy and Colin and owen's mom and dad.. they were awesome.. Owen's mom and Dave gave me the best christmas i've ever had.. and his Dad was always awesome to me... he treated me like he cared.. which may seem somewhat dramatic to some who don't know me down deep... but i've never had a dad.. never known one that wasn't abusive in some way. *also if you know me you know the truth behind this.* Owen's dad gave me some great memories.. and its more disappointing to me now that i probably wont be able to have any more happy times like that with any of his family.. or the other great people i met through him... its just disappointing.. it hurts more than anything else thats happened.
I'm listening to Stellar now.. i really wish they had the whole cd.. i fucking love Incubus. if you are ever looking for an easy gift for me... buy me a copy of any incubus cd.. or any of their dvds for that matter.. i only had one.. and dont know where it went... i get new copies of all their cds every year.. usually for my birthday or christmas.. i listen to them so much that they get worn down so easily.
I lost my ring from Matt.. which sucks because it was one of my favorites.. i took it off to make some strawberry shortcake the other day.. along with the ring that Owen gave me for valentine's day.. and carly found the Owen ring on the floor in the living room a couple days later.. Matt's ring still hasn't turned up. I've also managed to loose the new ring that matches the one i got Ana.. but i think thats because i picked myne out hastily and it was too loose.. it probably flew off someplace bizarre, i'll probably never find it again..
lol the only thing that sucks about this situation.. is that now the only ring i have to wear is owen's.
I want my Favorite ring back.. its a silver claddagh with a peridot stone which is actually a little loose if i remember.. its my favorite.. the first person i ever loved gave it to me.. also something i'll probably never see again.
raar.... i dont know if ultimately this is a particularly one-sided post emotionally.. i didnt plan for about 90% of what was written to actually come out.. it just did.. hey.. nothin wrong with that.
nothing better to do anyways everyone else was busy.
so i'm off.. to the hen i think.. so i can show off my hair and hopefully find someone who appreciates it.
i dont know if ultimately this is a really
news::::
-just colored my hair today! Carly did it for me.. the same red i used all through highschool.. yay.. pretty red.. although jon says i look like his mom.. and Ana didnt even notice.. which kind of sucked because everyone else did. and she still hasnt said anything about it. :-(
-internet's broken again. w00t
-HAPPY Fourth Of July!
-My Myspace was officially pimped out by king peter.. and if you didnt already know.. he made me a Princess of Myspace... as his foster daughter. yesi'mawesome. *go strongbad* its very cute.. with a drawing of Tink in the BG. simple but sweet... i'm gonna try and get a new pic of me and my pretty red hair.. including my very pretty princess tiara.. hopefully peter can take a pic tonihgt at the hen...
ok.. if anyone knows what happened/is happening to jeff leporte *sp* let me know! i've been trying to reach him for like two weeks and he hasnt answered or returned a call even once... i know he was coming off the bracelet sometime very soon.. and i just wanna know if he's like.. still alive lol. :-(
Also.. i just forgot what i was going to say.. oh yes! ok.. i wont be around starting Friday AM hopefully Very Early. Ana and Peter and I will be going to Six Flags.. where i can get in for free :-D *ana's season pass coupons yay!* and then staying overnight at the Red Carpet Inn in a Jacuzzi Room.. haha.. we'll all be sharing a king size bed.. woohoo. peter has promised to keep his hands to himself.. and anas going to be sleeping in the middle :-p i know i'm so nice. The WaterPark should be open by then which is cool. but cold.. coldness blows big time..
Ok so i'm in the Gathering.. listening to Incubus.. on a music video from Incubus.. pardon me to be specific.. on musicvideocodes4u.com... which rocks out... Jon and B-Low are playing some crazy games.. Alex is attempting to close, and Ana is..
on the phone..
huzzah...
I dont really know what to talk about, but i know that talking, or typing rather is doing me some good, its relaxing as usual...
speaking of relaxing i spent some time today listening to my john renbourne cd.. the one that owen brought back from his moms for me.. it has my lullabye on it which is nice.. but.. for some reason it was really relaxing just to sit and do my chemistry homework.. and listen to it. probably just like its relaxing to listen to my favorite band while i talk. its so good.. i can't even explain.. its like.. this is my perfect world.. just sitting here typing my thoughts as they come.. its like house cleaning :-)
Speak of the devil.. i got some mail that was for his Step-dad today.. from CCH presumably some type of medical bill.. and i called his moms to ask if it would be more convenient to give it to him or forward it to them.. Evlin answered the phone.. it was really nice to talk to her.. she seemed excited to hear from me.. which was great.. she said she was sorry for not writing.. and that she was bad with that kind of stuff.. and i was just surprised that she seemed happy to talk to me.. i miss her which kind of sucks.. cuz i'll probably never see her again. chances are pretty slim at least.
One of the most unfortunate things about *the divorce* (if you're henbound then you'll know what i'm talking about) was that it is and was and will be/would be difficult to keep in touch with Evy and Colin and owen's mom and dad.. they were awesome.. Owen's mom and Dave gave me the best christmas i've ever had.. and his Dad was always awesome to me... he treated me like he cared.. which may seem somewhat dramatic to some who don't know me down deep... but i've never had a dad.. never known one that wasn't abusive in some way. *also if you know me you know the truth behind this.* Owen's dad gave me some great memories.. and its more disappointing to me now that i probably wont be able to have any more happy times like that with any of his family.. or the other great people i met through him... its just disappointing.. it hurts more than anything else thats happened.
I'm listening to Stellar now.. i really wish they had the whole cd.. i fucking love Incubus. if you are ever looking for an easy gift for me... buy me a copy of any incubus cd.. or any of their dvds for that matter.. i only had one.. and dont know where it went... i get new copies of all their cds every year.. usually for my birthday or christmas.. i listen to them so much that they get worn down so easily.
I lost my ring from Matt.. which sucks because it was one of my favorites.. i took it off to make some strawberry shortcake the other day.. along with the ring that Owen gave me for valentine's day.. and carly found the Owen ring on the floor in the living room a couple days later.. Matt's ring still hasn't turned up. I've also managed to loose the new ring that matches the one i got Ana.. but i think thats because i picked myne out hastily and it was too loose.. it probably flew off someplace bizarre, i'll probably never find it again..
lol the only thing that sucks about this situation.. is that now the only ring i have to wear is owen's.
I want my Favorite ring back.. its a silver claddagh with a peridot stone which is actually a little loose if i remember.. its my favorite.. the first person i ever loved gave it to me.. also something i'll probably never see again.
raar.... i dont know if ultimately this is a particularly one-sided post emotionally.. i didnt plan for about 90% of what was written to actually come out.. it just did.. hey.. nothin wrong with that.
nothing better to do anyways everyone else was busy.
so i'm off.. to the hen i think.. so i can show off my hair and hopefully find someone who appreciates it.
i dont know if ultimately this is a really