Adonis
Two days ago, CCC left for a snow trip, and I stayed behind in CTF. Adonis was preaching. I've got to say, it's quite amazing what God has been doing in his life. It looks as if he's bound to become a teaching pastor, and the devotion he has to Lori is something all girls should cherish. He's a guy that God has truly blessed. And the original word in the Bible that we get "blessed" from means in a sort "to be envied." I don't exactly envy Adonis, but there's no doubt that I highly admire him as a man of God, and that I want to have the same love and devotion he has for Lori with whomever I may end up with in the future.
We were gaming a couple days ago, and he told me that there were people that look up to me as a follower of God. Part of me wells up in joy, but another part of me feels burdened. What if my example ends up turning into something bad? What if it's already bad, but I can't see it? I pray, and I hope you all pray for me, that since others do look to me as I look to Adonis... that I be one who only grows closer to God, that I only do things that is within God's personal will, and that I be one who accurately represents Jesus.
We were gaming a couple days ago, and he told me that there were people that look up to me as a follower of God. Part of me wells up in joy, but another part of me feels burdened. What if my example ends up turning into something bad? What if it's already bad, but I can't see it? I pray, and I hope you all pray for me, that since others do look to me as I look to Adonis... that I be one who only grows closer to God, that I only do things that is within God's personal will, and that I be one who accurately represents Jesus.