Thought I'd undelete this thing, sue me.
It's so funny how some things can change, yet others remain exactly the same. I'm still the same old me, finding my new obsessions to keep me occupied, to keep my mind off things that trouble me, still wasting my so called life on stuff that I know isn't really important, or will actually get me anywhere. It seems that everyone is moving away and onto other things now, the Internet is forever changing with the people that use it, or decide to leave it, so I guess it's to be expected. I still have trouble converting my thoughts into text.
Work is getting me down lately (hasn't it always?) No-one respects me there, not my co-staff, nor the customers, I'm just a tool to be exploited, and in some cases, ridiculed. I try not to let it get me down, I've been through all this before, so many times before, but it never gets any easier. People instantly assume, that because of the way I look, or the way I act (I'm a very quiet person that doesn't take anything seriously) that I'm some kind of dolt, stupid and unwilling to put effort into anything. I wish I could show those people exactly how smart I am, because I am intelligent, I know I am, most of my friends don't though, meh. Sucks to be me I guess, same old story.
So what have I been doing with myself these last few months? I'll tell you, wasting my life away on a bloody addictive computer game. That's all, pathetic eh. I still do other stuff, like work, going out occasionally to the pub or whatever, watching movies and anime, and listening to music, but nothing that's going to make an interesting journal entry anytime soon.
I'll sign off for tonight, this is where I'd usually say I'll update this thing more often from now on, but I probably won't.
Pix/Pixel/Pixus/Mike
Work is getting me down lately (hasn't it always?) No-one respects me there, not my co-staff, nor the customers, I'm just a tool to be exploited, and in some cases, ridiculed. I try not to let it get me down, I've been through all this before, so many times before, but it never gets any easier. People instantly assume, that because of the way I look, or the way I act (I'm a very quiet person that doesn't take anything seriously) that I'm some kind of dolt, stupid and unwilling to put effort into anything. I wish I could show those people exactly how smart I am, because I am intelligent, I know I am, most of my friends don't though, meh. Sucks to be me I guess, same old story.
So what have I been doing with myself these last few months? I'll tell you, wasting my life away on a bloody addictive computer game. That's all, pathetic eh. I still do other stuff, like work, going out occasionally to the pub or whatever, watching movies and anime, and listening to music, but nothing that's going to make an interesting journal entry anytime soon.
I'll sign off for tonight, this is where I'd usually say I'll update this thing more often from now on, but I probably won't.
Pix/Pixel/Pixus/Mike