May 12, 2004 19:55
So another beach day down. We were only out for about 45 minutes so no burning and I drowned myself in sunscreen before I left the house AND I wore a shirt and my shorts the whole time AND I had my face covered with a towel while laying there. And it was cloudy kinda the whole time. So yeah. Hopefully no more burnage. I've got to get this one to heal. I've got a line from my sunglasses on the right side of my face. Not too becoming I must say. It's so embarrassing.
Tomorrow Kristen and I are meeting at Baskin Robbins to apply for jobs. They need people for the morning shifts 6-12pm. It's early, but at least I would have the whole day to do stuff once I got out of work. And I'd be working with two of my friends. I really wanted this accounting job, but as usual, it's not a smooth ride. I haven't heard from this woman in forever so I'm going to go ahead and move on. If she calls me then I'll have to think about what I'm going to do, but I can't go more than this week without some kind of work.
It pisses me off so much that Chris's brother has to comment on how I handle certain things. As far as I see it, it's none of his business and his input means nothing. I don't understand why Chris just doesn't tell him to mind his own business or why Chris has to say something to me like, "Mike was right. He knew you would get mad anyway." What the hell? Stay out of my life!!! Stay out of our relationship!!! I love Mike to death, but it really hurts me to think that he thinks low of me and I'd rather not deal with that. I have enough problems to worry about. I probably shouldn't care, but I do and it ruined my night to hear that. I mean, sometimes I talk to Tori about stuff that Chris says/does and she'll comment or something, but I never tell him what she says!! I never say, "Oh yeah. Tori knew you'd be an asshole about this." Why don't I say anything? Because I'm smart! Apparently, Chris has his head up his butt sometimes and doesn't think about this stuff.
I hate men sometimes. I wish that women were asexual and we didn't need them because God how they piss me off!!!