It's 1:26am
And I'm still awake. And not for any of the reasons I'd normally be up this late. As most of you already know, my dear lovelies, I've been having asthmatic problems. Well, not just that, but panic attacks, as well. A lot of both, so I've been having trouble doing much. I go to school only when absolutely necessary, and if it was pushing me I don't bother going to work. If I missed school, however, if it's not too bad I'll go to work that day, so it's kind of a trade off. I may not pay back my school debts in time, but oh well. I'll live anyway.
So besides doing that, and school and work and stuff, not much has really been going on. We've been looking for a place to move into because we can't afford the house payment and I'm scratching around for food and trying to get through all my books, maybe play a little Final Fantasy, Harvest Moon, Star Wars, or Persona here and there. Typical, thankfully.
Something you probably don't know about is that last month I obtained a boyfriend--and he's in Texas. It's kinda sad sometimes, but then again one of my dreams is to work as a voice actress for an anime company, and ADV films, the one I've been looking at for three years, is actually based in Texas so it works out. (And it's soooo warm down there...I can't wait to move even though I'll miss my family and the green-age). For the first time ever, funny as it is, I'm seeing someone my age. xD Sorry, that amused me.
Anyway, the reason why I'm still up is because he had a very, very large panic attack tonight...for the first time. It had been going on for about an hour when I was able to reach his mom and now they're probably at the emergency room. I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep, so I got my shower in before doing this. I'm just....I know he'll be fine but I can't help worrying and worrying about him. And I'm praying he'll be okay. I guess....what I'm asking is that if you have a moment, that you would pray, too.
Thank you.
So besides doing that, and school and work and stuff, not much has really been going on. We've been looking for a place to move into because we can't afford the house payment and I'm scratching around for food and trying to get through all my books, maybe play a little Final Fantasy, Harvest Moon, Star Wars, or Persona here and there. Typical, thankfully.
Something you probably don't know about is that last month I obtained a boyfriend--and he's in Texas. It's kinda sad sometimes, but then again one of my dreams is to work as a voice actress for an anime company, and ADV films, the one I've been looking at for three years, is actually based in Texas so it works out. (And it's soooo warm down there...I can't wait to move even though I'll miss my family and the green-age). For the first time ever, funny as it is, I'm seeing someone my age. xD Sorry, that amused me.
Anyway, the reason why I'm still up is because he had a very, very large panic attack tonight...for the first time. It had been going on for about an hour when I was able to reach his mom and now they're probably at the emergency room. I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep, so I got my shower in before doing this. I'm just....I know he'll be fine but I can't help worrying and worrying about him. And I'm praying he'll be okay. I guess....what I'm asking is that if you have a moment, that you would pray, too.
Thank you.