Decisions.
Decided:
I DO want to marry Michael...someday. Really I just want to have him present at all of my life stage experiences...such as:
~Getting through school
~Finding a career
~travelling
~having children
~celebrating holidays
~growing old
I really don't care at all if we get married as long as we get to do all of these things together for the rest of my life. I mean, a wedding would be fun and fulfilling and socially acceptable eventually, but I really feel at ease with this revelation I've had with what I want with my relationship with him. I have been wracking my brain and it was very simple...I just had to acknowledge what I want.
And soon, I will get it. This one last barrier to master, one last hurdle to jump...and I will make it to my oasis.
I decide to do it...not only...I decide right now...to live my life well and enjoy it with positive people and activities surrounding me always.
I DO want to marry Michael...someday. Really I just want to have him present at all of my life stage experiences...such as:
~Getting through school
~Finding a career
~travelling
~having children
~celebrating holidays
~growing old
I really don't care at all if we get married as long as we get to do all of these things together for the rest of my life. I mean, a wedding would be fun and fulfilling and socially acceptable eventually, but I really feel at ease with this revelation I've had with what I want with my relationship with him. I have been wracking my brain and it was very simple...I just had to acknowledge what I want.
And soon, I will get it. This one last barrier to master, one last hurdle to jump...and I will make it to my oasis.
I decide to do it...not only...I decide right now...to live my life well and enjoy it with positive people and activities surrounding me always.