kevin left.
i was really sad. it still hasnt completely hit me because ive spent every night with him except maybe 7 for the past month and a half or so. it was really hard saying goodbye. we have terrible timing. but im still really glad everything worked out the way it did. i know im not supposed to "wait" for him, but i really dont see myself having feelings for anyone else and would really like to focus more on my friends, school, and working so i dont feel so poor. im hoping if i preoccupy myself with other things, it will make the time go by faster. which would be nice. his mom seems to really like me. this makes me happy. shes into new age stuff though, which is weird, but funny.
dom called me tonight to tell me he has a show tomorrow at 8. i get off work at 9, but im really going to try to make it. i really need to work on my friendships. ive grown so distant from people.
can someone please tell my why the democratic party is retarded? okay. you have 2 candidates. i know polls are lame, but seriously. in almost every poll taken, if its clinton/mccain, mccain will win. and if its obama/mccain, obama will win. why doesnt the party get their heads out of their asses and realize half the country hates clinton for one reason or another, she will not win. why nominate a loser? if youre a democrat, you generally want a dem in office regardless. i mean, it just makes sense. and the freakin superdelagates are killing me. let voters pick. then you chose. if there is seriously a tie, you can decide. otherwise, its completely undemocratic for one person to account for thousands of votes.
this article is really funny by the way.
i really need to move from this state. i cant stand how insanely dirty everything is here. how can we be ok with being ranked the 49th greenest state by forbes? we've completely ruined the white river and almost all the land, and it seems like most of the poeple dont care. its sad.