its late!
i still havent exactly fixed my sleep schedule, but im pumped about this alarm clock.
ive had a sad couple days. yesterday i kept getting teary eyed and at one point cried. im normally a very happy person. im not sure if this is because i just started and maybe im a little extra emotional this month or if all the stress is piling up and making me crazy. but yesterday i wanted to crawl up and sleep. for days. today wasnt as bad. i went to school. i love my politics class. we spend at least a half hour every day discussing current events, and today we did it the whole class. book-work sucks anyhow.
i'd really like to learn more about this amma lady i found out about today in my religion studies course. shes hindu and apparently badass at hugging.
there's a certain situation going on right now. im doing my best to try not to let it affect me. but it does. i dont know why jenna and my little brother potentially being something really bothers me. i just see it as completely wrong. shes emotionally unstable and and hes incredibly young. i realize hes "17, but ohh how boyishly 17 he is. i dont understand how she can see him as even a potential option. shes almost 20 and continuously dates younger guys. i believe its some sort of self conscious thing. either way, she can be self conscious and crazy with some other 17 year old boy. i'd really rather my close friends stay my close friends. not creep on my baby brother. ive pretty much stopped talking to her except for work. its one of the more awkward situations ive been in because we're sort of on the same level [shes a trainer] but im kind of above her because i run shifts. idk. but its just going to be weird.
speaking of trainers, ashleys working on becoming one. i think classes are in april. shes doing very well. im just glad we're not doing the same thing we did with jenna and brian. they got sent wayyy to early. travis has an interview thursday [today? tomorrow? i havent slept.] at 4 to work 3rd shift. i didnt even sucker him into it. he wants this.
i still havent gotten an estimate on my car. hopefully its not too bad. i have to go to the dealership to sign another freakin paper, so i think ill get one done then.
ive realized i just really use this thing to organize my thoughts and goals in a typed out fashion. i think it helps me keep track of things. idk. obviously it helps me vent. i wish i could write more interestingly though. rather than it just being blah blah and then blah. i want this blah. im upset waaahhh.
well, thats my bit of update for today.
ive had a sad couple days. yesterday i kept getting teary eyed and at one point cried. im normally a very happy person. im not sure if this is because i just started and maybe im a little extra emotional this month or if all the stress is piling up and making me crazy. but yesterday i wanted to crawl up and sleep. for days. today wasnt as bad. i went to school. i love my politics class. we spend at least a half hour every day discussing current events, and today we did it the whole class. book-work sucks anyhow.
i'd really like to learn more about this amma lady i found out about today in my religion studies course. shes hindu and apparently badass at hugging.
there's a certain situation going on right now. im doing my best to try not to let it affect me. but it does. i dont know why jenna and my little brother potentially being something really bothers me. i just see it as completely wrong. shes emotionally unstable and and hes incredibly young. i realize hes "17, but ohh how boyishly 17 he is. i dont understand how she can see him as even a potential option. shes almost 20 and continuously dates younger guys. i believe its some sort of self conscious thing. either way, she can be self conscious and crazy with some other 17 year old boy. i'd really rather my close friends stay my close friends. not creep on my baby brother. ive pretty much stopped talking to her except for work. its one of the more awkward situations ive been in because we're sort of on the same level [shes a trainer] but im kind of above her because i run shifts. idk. but its just going to be weird.
speaking of trainers, ashleys working on becoming one. i think classes are in april. shes doing very well. im just glad we're not doing the same thing we did with jenna and brian. they got sent wayyy to early. travis has an interview thursday [today? tomorrow? i havent slept.] at 4 to work 3rd shift. i didnt even sucker him into it. he wants this.
i still havent gotten an estimate on my car. hopefully its not too bad. i have to go to the dealership to sign another freakin paper, so i think ill get one done then.
ive realized i just really use this thing to organize my thoughts and goals in a typed out fashion. i think it helps me keep track of things. idk. obviously it helps me vent. i wish i could write more interestingly though. rather than it just being blah blah and then blah. i want this blah. im upset waaahhh.
well, thats my bit of update for today.