crusty cunt?
school = not so good. my attendance [or lack of, i should say] has seemingly become a problem.
work = getting better. im more calm. and i try to talk to people in a better tone. i realize i was being a bit of a douche. and i think the change is not going un-noticed. laurel and others seem to enjoy working with me rather than loathe it. although, im still working way too much. i want to hang out with my friends. i miss it.
i finally told aryn my feelings about my sadness. he didnt really say much. but what could he have said. its not like i dont want to be with him. and its entirely my fault. i work way too much. i just want to have some friend time, but its becoming impossible to see aryn enough already. throw in friend time and laura doesnt sleep.
i dont really know what to do. other than quit a job and hopefully make enough to not be poor. but with my wanting a new car, the outlook is not good. i sound like a magic 8 ball.
im going to go. i must sleep or i will want to die tomorrow.
xox <3
work = getting better. im more calm. and i try to talk to people in a better tone. i realize i was being a bit of a douche. and i think the change is not going un-noticed. laurel and others seem to enjoy working with me rather than loathe it. although, im still working way too much. i want to hang out with my friends. i miss it.
i finally told aryn my feelings about my sadness. he didnt really say much. but what could he have said. its not like i dont want to be with him. and its entirely my fault. i work way too much. i just want to have some friend time, but its becoming impossible to see aryn enough already. throw in friend time and laura doesnt sleep.
i dont really know what to do. other than quit a job and hopefully make enough to not be poor. but with my wanting a new car, the outlook is not good. i sound like a magic 8 ball.
im going to go. i must sleep or i will want to die tomorrow.
xox <3