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so, summer is here. hoo-freakin-rah.
it's strange when you go from having 10 million things to do RIGHT NOW and having no time to do them --- to having like...2 things to do that aren't particularly urgent ...and 3 months to do them. Makes you feel kinda like a deer in the headlights. i'm just sitting here...completely at a loss for what to do. i'm not used to having free time, even a minute of it. its kinda anxiety making.
i just like how, when i'm busy as shit -- i hate it and can't wait til i have nothing to do... but then once i get nothing to do, i can't wait til i have something do to. like right now i'm counting days til i go home, then to seattle.. i guess the difference is what i'm busy with. Before it was ass-bleeding homework,papers, finals etc...and now its fun times with people at home and family stuff in seattle with the eric.
i think i'll clean my room, or study up on those German books that we got last night...or...OR...i'll go sell my textbooks back for 10 bucks, even though i paid 80 for each one. yay! fuck, i hate school.
it's strange when you go from having 10 million things to do RIGHT NOW and having no time to do them --- to having like...2 things to do that aren't particularly urgent ...and 3 months to do them. Makes you feel kinda like a deer in the headlights. i'm just sitting here...completely at a loss for what to do. i'm not used to having free time, even a minute of it. its kinda anxiety making.
i just like how, when i'm busy as shit -- i hate it and can't wait til i have nothing to do... but then once i get nothing to do, i can't wait til i have something do to. like right now i'm counting days til i go home, then to seattle.. i guess the difference is what i'm busy with. Before it was ass-bleeding homework,papers, finals etc...and now its fun times with people at home and family stuff in seattle with the eric.
i think i'll clean my room, or study up on those German books that we got last night...or...OR...i'll go sell my textbooks back for 10 bucks, even though i paid 80 for each one. yay! fuck, i hate school.