fuck dreaming
so, i had the worst dream ever last night. i dont remember too many of the details, thank god. but i woke up in a panic and i was crying and eric had to calm me down like a baby. i had a dream (or nightmare) that my brother, Drew, had died. it was something about how he got fed up with a situation and just blew his head off or something...i dont really remember...either way, there was this guy that kept describing it too me in massive detail and it was SO FUCKING REAL. it was one of those dreams where you actually feel pain ...and i couldn't fucking wake up... then i finally did and i was bawling... seriously...just crying like a fucking kid cuz i was so petrified that my brother had died in this dream, cuz i felt so real that i felt like he actually had died. it sucked balls...like, huge rhino balls...on a hot day.
in other news, this makes me happy ---> http://www.friendster.com/viewfullphoto.jsp?id=35139979
dunno if that works as a link or if you have to copy n paste it. or if it doesn't work at all. i'm gonna write Drew a letter and tell him i love him now. Later!
in other news, this makes me happy ---> http://www.friendster.com/viewfullphoto.jsp?id=35139979
dunno if that works as a link or if you have to copy n paste it. or if it doesn't work at all. i'm gonna write Drew a letter and tell him i love him now. Later!