How I feel..just a rant...
So I am diagnosed as depressed, but only lightly...
I don't know why I feel it this way,
but I can't help it
I feel left out from everyone. Does it matter, it shouldn't, but I am very distant. I have personal trust issues. I want to let people into my lives, but I wont, I dont know how. I want to give people my love, but I feel like I am not loved. I am sad...I hate the world, even the people that say that they love me, I always think its bullshit lie.
I really shouldn't feel this way. I want to feel normal, like I how I used too. But I want know where I come from...well my origin of thought.
I can't sing, I can't look good, I can't live life like I want to because I am a pile of useless air bag that seems to be everyone's personal tool. I feel like they compare me to them to make them feel better. I feel like they want their lives to better...
This is how I feel...
I don't know why I feel it this way,
but I can't help it
I feel left out from everyone. Does it matter, it shouldn't, but I am very distant. I have personal trust issues. I want to let people into my lives, but I wont, I dont know how. I want to give people my love, but I feel like I am not loved. I am sad...I hate the world, even the people that say that they love me, I always think its bullshit lie.
I really shouldn't feel this way. I want to feel normal, like I how I used too. But I want know where I come from...well my origin of thought.
I can't sing, I can't look good, I can't live life like I want to because I am a pile of useless air bag that seems to be everyone's personal tool. I feel like they compare me to them to make them feel better. I feel like they want their lives to better...
This is how I feel...