el corazon was poisoned tonight
fuck!
i think im going crazy. my room is a mess. there's food everywhere. wrappers. useless papers. of doodles. and fuck. i haven't had one of these in awhile. guess thats how sick i am. in the heart. & mind. somethings bothering me. but what? this morning i was so happy. i am happy. maybe if i clean my room my life will reorganize itself. no. i have things to do today. unless i don't want to. maybe if i put my phone over there it'll stop ringing. and i'll turn off the comp too. & nap. no SI today. orientation. i'll go to the north side. jen will teach me her program. i do need music. i can't walk like this. i want my best friends back. here. now. can't wait to see michael and amanda this weekend. i'm just going to sleep through this whole week. matt says i need to study. no i don't. he's just cocky. smart ass. OH SHIT!! i have homework. due: tomorrow. i'll borrow it from jordin. man im a slacker. why? idc. i'll study with jordin. she's like me. awesome. lol. wow a smile. change song.
i think im going crazy. my room is a mess. there's food everywhere. wrappers. useless papers. of doodles. and fuck. i haven't had one of these in awhile. guess thats how sick i am. in the heart. & mind. somethings bothering me. but what? this morning i was so happy. i am happy. maybe if i clean my room my life will reorganize itself. no. i have things to do today. unless i don't want to. maybe if i put my phone over there it'll stop ringing. and i'll turn off the comp too. & nap. no SI today. orientation. i'll go to the north side. jen will teach me her program. i do need music. i can't walk like this. i want my best friends back. here. now. can't wait to see michael and amanda this weekend. i'm just going to sleep through this whole week. matt says i need to study. no i don't. he's just cocky. smart ass. OH SHIT!! i have homework. due: tomorrow. i'll borrow it from jordin. man im a slacker. why? idc. i'll study with jordin. she's like me. awesome. lol. wow a smile. change song.