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I just want someone to be there for me. Someone to wholeheartedly love me for me. Someone who will show it every damn day no matter how busy their life is. Is that so much to ask for?
I always believed that everyone deserved what I'm asking for. But WTF? I'm getting impatient. Right now I honestly feel like I must not deserve that for some reason. Something must be horribly wrong with me because every time I think I'm getting close, it's ripped away. Now I'm struggling to hold on to something that also was damaged (possibly beyond repair) all because I don't feel like I get to get anything else. This is it...
I HATE THIS FEELING.
I always believed that everyone deserved what I'm asking for. But WTF? I'm getting impatient. Right now I honestly feel like I must not deserve that for some reason. Something must be horribly wrong with me because every time I think I'm getting close, it's ripped away. Now I'm struggling to hold on to something that also was damaged (possibly beyond repair) all because I don't feel like I get to get anything else. This is it...
I HATE THIS FEELING.