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When I was talking to Chris last, he told me that I need to gain confidence to be able to stand up for myself against people I don't know. Its like I cant stand up for myself towards them because I am too shy, or I don't think I can do it. But towards others that I do know....
He told me that whenever me and him fought, I put up walls that he had never seen before. Unbelievably thick walls. I realized that thats exactly what I did when me and Brad started fighting, but the walls have stayed up ever since because we have fought ever since, and because he's too stubborn to loose our arguments, and so am I, so larger walls are placed....
I found it very interesting to know, since now I know that the problem here is, since Brad doesnt know me all that well, he doesnt know how to deal with my walls.
But I dont know how, or if I will be able to tear them down now...
He told me that whenever me and him fought, I put up walls that he had never seen before. Unbelievably thick walls. I realized that thats exactly what I did when me and Brad started fighting, but the walls have stayed up ever since because we have fought ever since, and because he's too stubborn to loose our arguments, and so am I, so larger walls are placed....
I found it very interesting to know, since now I know that the problem here is, since Brad doesnt know me all that well, he doesnt know how to deal with my walls.
But I dont know how, or if I will be able to tear them down now...