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apparently this is the proper season for this, so i'll fall in line with everyone else. If you want to stay on my friends list, comment, if you don't want to be on my friends list, don't worry about it and i'll be much obliged to remove you...right now i'm watching animal planet like i always do at 3:19 in the morning.....it's pretty interesting.
Aside, i've been really interested in indian music, and lots of mantra's and buddhist monks chants and stuff like that. I find that it soothes me and has aided in my increasingly frequent meditations. I find that I am beginning to listen it in my car too...and for some reason i can't get upset, or have "road rage". I am actually not really depressed lately...contemplative, ya know, i've been thinking alot about various things, but I am not down or anything like that. Yeah, as closed as I seem to be to other cultures...I love to study them at a distance, and there are alot of places that I would love to visit and study their cultures.
It looks like I'm probably losing this house. I can't find a roommate, and I just can't afford to live here by myself. Although, I would absolutely LOVE to. THe bills are starting to add up and I really just can't afford them. I'll probably end up living with my grandparents again until I can find a decent place and/or a decent roommate that I won't have a problem living with. I am applying for a couple of jobs so I can catch up on a couple of bills. It's really going to suck losing this house, but I could really use the extra money of not having to pay rent and other bills. but yeah, comment or be cut.
Footnote: I might soon be making this journal Friends ONLY so if you want to continue reading, i suggest a comment.
Aside, i've been really interested in indian music, and lots of mantra's and buddhist monks chants and stuff like that. I find that it soothes me and has aided in my increasingly frequent meditations. I find that I am beginning to listen it in my car too...and for some reason i can't get upset, or have "road rage". I am actually not really depressed lately...contemplative, ya know, i've been thinking alot about various things, but I am not down or anything like that. Yeah, as closed as I seem to be to other cultures...I love to study them at a distance, and there are alot of places that I would love to visit and study their cultures.
It looks like I'm probably losing this house. I can't find a roommate, and I just can't afford to live here by myself. Although, I would absolutely LOVE to. THe bills are starting to add up and I really just can't afford them. I'll probably end up living with my grandparents again until I can find a decent place and/or a decent roommate that I won't have a problem living with. I am applying for a couple of jobs so I can catch up on a couple of bills. It's really going to suck losing this house, but I could really use the extra money of not having to pay rent and other bills. but yeah, comment or be cut.
Footnote: I might soon be making this journal Friends ONLY so if you want to continue reading, i suggest a comment.