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[pitt_]

::he ran his thumb lightly over his bottom lip as the cigarette burned between two fingers on the same hand. his bright green/blue eyes stared blankly at the screen as all of his thoughts just now finally collected. he lifted his hands ready to type::

How does she manage to always get under my fucking skin. It's ridiculous how little she has to

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[gwyn_paltrow]

You think you're the one who can't keep anything straight anymore? Whose right is wrong, and wrong is right? Karma catches up eventually.

Why do I have to challenge every single thing you say? You know Brad, this is something you've always done. You assume that everything I done does not have anything to do with how I feel, but instead is just some twisted rebound off your will. You may have hurt me, Brad, and I may be `hostile` towards you, but not everything I do is planned in reaction to you. You've never quite gotten that, have you? That other people are just as real to themselves as you are to yourself?

[pitt_]

::drops his head shaking it lightly with a bit of a laugh, he lifted it again:: I think you're not the one who's getting ti Gwyn, everything I say you think is an attack on you. WHY do you think I chose to keep my mouth shut when it came to you. because despite if that's how you feel or not...everything I do say IS opposite to you. I didn't say you did it on purpose you assumed that's what I meant. but its not...

[gwyn_paltrow]

Thank you for this illumination, Brad. But I knew very well why you were irritated when I asked Maggie for a joke yesterday. You got that look in your eyes, that look as if you were putting up with a pestering child, because I only said that to `spite you.` So, I apologize if I linked this incorrectly to my `challenging every little thing you do.`

[pitt_]

truth of the matter is Gwynnie...you hate me. Let's just clearify that right now..just say it really, you'll feel a hell of a lot better.

[gwyn_paltrow]

Alright, Brad. I hate you. Care to return the sentiment this time?

[pitt_]

No...because I don't hate you. I'm just aggrivated that its been nearly [insert years here] years and we still can't move past this...either say fuck it and ignore each other...or work on trying to fix it. instead we're running around in circles. It's wearing me out...I'm going to cease being an asshole for once and give you and me a chance to make ammends here. What do you want to do Gwyn...ignore each other...pretend we don't exist...make with the piece or keep up with this shit...cause if its to keep up with it...you can just forget my end of the bantering cause..like I said..I'm tired of it.

[pitt_]

[Peace* grrr ::growls fuck lateness::]

[gwyn_paltrow]

The only reason that it's been that many years and we still can't move past this is because until now, we've been standing still, and refusing to even admit that we need to move. So I can't help it if you didn't expect all this bantering, because wasn't it bound to happen eventually? I'm not a good enough person to have been able to let it go when it had just been stuck inside that airtight box for years, festering.

But there's nothing to be gained from this, is there? I thought somehow there was something. I never knew what it was. So, fine. It might as well end. You win - again.