movin.. again.. already..

[pitt505]

well here it is already, moving time.. again.. YES YES YES Y-E-FUCKING-S YES! the dude and his fiance (sp?) are moving into a house his dad bought.. rent free.. so i had to find a new joint. moving into a 1bd/1ba.. and the woman will be accompaning me. yup.. i said it.. the woman and i will be living together. wow.. while on the surface it seems like nothing big and a natural thing. underneath it all.. its so weird to think that this is my life and I'm living with my girlfriend. i'm that guy, that the a few years ago guy, never thought about myself as that guy.. that old guy.. that grown up guy. and the strangest thing is.. i couldn't be happier and can't wait. when i wrote in a past entry, when i moved out of the old place, i said how much i grew up and changed in those 5 yrs, i feel like in these 8 or 9 months, i think i've grown and changed just as much. i've got my own little family now.. my 2 puppies and my love and i've never been more at peace with who i am. hell.. i've even got "happiness".. which according to Armando, is that little belly that you can grab and shake, all the while, hiding it under a shirt. this time last year, i was scared of love, deathly scared of love, and at the sametime, all i wanted was love and a family of my own. well i've got that.. and now its time to move into another phase of my life.

wow... i should like that henry rowengartner dude from the american pie movies.. "here's to the next step".. so i'm sorry about that.