[If. You. Hate. Your. Friends. You're. Not. Alone.]

May 12, 2005 00:24

Well how things have changed since I updated last. The weekend was a very trying time for me. Saturday, the Shining Wizard gig got cancelled, booo. That REALLY sucked as we had all been looking forward to it for ages. But onwards and upwards, got a new one booked in July (?) and it will be amazing this time, and that is the truth. As ever, we decided to go partay anyways. Went to the Kray and a million people were there for a birthday celebration so that was super fun, got to see some people I have missed. The night started out awesomely. Dusty and Lal came and I was really glad because I LOVE them. Everything was going great. And then WHAM. It all went so wrong, culminating in me stomping off and then crying in front of everyone for ages. I won't bother going in to it here because the people who matter and the people who care enough to ask already know what happened. So yeah...Craig and I had some very important words. Things got sort of settled. The next day was very depressing and I went to work. Got home expecting to fall in to a comforting cuddle and found that Craig had gone somewhere and it would be exactly the place that I really didn't want him to go. Cue more words when he returned home, a lot of crying from me, some serious threats of relationship termination and then smiles again. We worked it out and for that I am SO glad. Things are now better than ever. I think he definetely realised that he was at a serious risk of losing me and that what we were quarreling over just so wasn't worth it. It is good to know that I am actually the most important, cuz I was beginning to feel that that wasn't true. So yeah, things are better now. We will probably stay in this weekend and chill, just the two of us, but if we want to go out then we will go on Friday with Natty and everyone...Fridays are much better nights with funner people. So that is my tale of the weekend!

It is the funniest feeling when you are so mad at someone you don't want to talk to them but you really want them to talk to you just so you can act out your madness and say you aren't talking to them! or is it just me that does that?

I have a mahoosive interview tomorrow with the Passport Office, for a new jobby job job. Ultra scary. But, I shall try my best! Wish me luck, I'll need it.
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